Fragment: The Road Toward the Park
I WANT TO VOMIT EACH FUCKING TIME I SEE THEIR FACE! And I don’t know why.
I can hear them giggle, I can hear my laugh, I can hear me talk with that voice which was so filled with wonder and joy and hope.
“The [eternal] return unmotivates the moment, frees life of ends and thereby initially destroys it”. I want Bataille’s idea of the eternal return. I want to be so free that I am free of life. I don’t want the moment to be motivated for an end, I just want the moment itself.
Bataille, Georges, and Stuart Kendall. On Nietzsche. Albany, NY: SUNY Press, 2016.
: Georges Bataille and Stuart Kendall, On Nietzsche (Albany, NY: SUNY Press, 2016), 14.